I cry and cry and i feel one step closer to letting go. I tried to talk to my grand mother about this problem, but she just didn't listen to me. I will be homeless in a day or two. Both of the previous points. This one day…I was so depressed that I just wanted out of the internal pain. I still have a lot of living to do. On the edge of being single.
What I can tell you is that things to do change. I hope your experience with overcoming battles, brings enlightenment to our children, so as you have, they too will find peace with Jesus. I feel overwhelmed by life: the things that have happened, will happen and are happening. Keep writing here and go ahead and rant - get your frustrations out but don't punish yourself. I just can't take it anymore. My father had many women and children.
Anyway thanks for reading and letting me share sum of my pain. With one pill a day now, not the cocktails if prescriptions of the past, you can live a long and happy life. Also, put your phone on airplane mode. Everyone is mad at what I do when I only ever try to please people. Father God please help and heal Angela from the depression that has plagued her all her life. I want to also share information with you that I found in the book Hopefully, I'll get a chance to copy some excerpts from that book soon and share them with you. We care and we are here to listen.
So does mine for her. Don't be the jerk in the movie theater hee-hawing because monkeys don't fly. All you feel is pain and anxiety. A church would not help my family when we were evicted they rather supply a rich family with furniture or christmas giveaways! Even though they were together 42 years, those happy thoughts and memories will be replaced by that horrific night she was discovered. My kitten is actually the only thing I have that gets me thru the day anymore. On the weekends my husband, our kids and I would sell at the big craft fairs.
All I think about is killing myself. It seems like the one and only answer. Now, I believe that there are two principal categories of coping resources — the band aids and the medicines. I am making a copy to show my children because even though they excepted Jesus years ago we are constantly battling satan and his pursue to destroy the young ones. For once I felt like someone understood. She lived every day with the horrifying memories and sadness that she felt the day she found my dead body. The only bridge to be put right with God is through Jesus death on the cross.
The car, and I too, literally came apart. For everyone who was posting criticism, I hope you realize… 1. I have no guts, but i just want it all to end. Nobody will ever doubt on me. Place one more call, talk to one more person, and you will find your way through.
I want to kill myself. Gave up on sober today. And you would never suggest to anyone on any level to do anything any other way. One 1 : The person who finds your body is probably your wife or one of your kids. I have thought many times, through many years, about suicide, but most people who attempt it wake up with even worse medical problems. You said you tried church…I want to ask you have you made Jesus Christ your Lord and Savior…in other words have you believed, repented and put Jesus first in your life? Emotional pain is just as bad or worse than physical pain.
Recalling earlier experiences of crisis and how you got through them can help shine perspective into your desolate cave of suffering as can listening to others recount feelingly how they survived an emotional Auschwitz. You imply that I have all of these wonderful things, and therefore the only reason I succeed is because I have them. Suspension of disbelief is key here. So I just decided to try to get into something like hip-hop classes, get my mind off my life, and just try to live life to the fullest. But in reality they dont. She had wanted to do it for months on end. So please, take a minute to consider the four following reasons not to kill yourself.